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Seriously , I hate my life right now ! :(

Last few weeks was busy to prepare my band's competition

practicing and practicing

Iso tired but its worth 

Fortunately , the competition has been postponed

I be with the sun at least 8 hours++ last whole week

My skin became darker and darker

#LikeAIndianGirl 

my skin remixed 

black and white

The face was #LikeBaoChingTian 

I am just a useless person 

I can't did it well even was the rhythm and the step 

I can't even solve it ! 

It seem like so easy to done it well , but why am I just can't even did it 

I've already FORM 2 this year 

I have in PGS band 1 year more , what had I learned ? 

I am the worst among the worst 

I feel so sorry to join this formation 

If without me I think the formation will become better , isn't it ? 

If I can choose , I would like to quit this competition , can I ? 

The only way to me to improve my rhythm is just keep on practicing

practice and practice , I hope I can really improve much 

I hope , I really hope :') 

I love PGS band most ! 

I hope in these few months , I can really do it 

I don't want to wrong my step anymore

Last Wednesday 

The first time I dropped down my tears when practice time 

Why did I so weak , I can't even be strong ! :/

I cried was not because of they scolded me 

It was just because of  I was self-abased 

People can do it , but I just can't even do it ! 

Really a useless person , no difference between the garbage and me also ! :( 

What am I hope now is just my exam and this competition :) 

Fighting !! :D

What important now is just concentrate on my exam and the formation :)